Fuck I hate you so much right now. I don’t know what to do. I just want this fixed or to have never happened in the first place.
And worst part is you won’t stop to think about what you did and how it hurt.me. you’ll somehow turn this onto me.
I either have to pretend like I’m okay with you lying to me, and be with you, or I finally leave because I’m sick of this bullshit because you never make the effort to fix it. You just try and do a better job at hiding it.
You honestly might as well be cheating on me too. Not like the feeling would change. Not like we’d be able to fix things anyway.