Not going to post everything, but I have insicurities about myself, and some stuff was going on between my boyfriend and I. It broke out into the biggest fight we’ve ever had. I was super pissed, and sad, and many other fucked up emotions. Then we tried talking about it and the fight got worse in the morning. IDK… things seem okay now but tbh it kind of feels like we are just ignoring our problems to avoid fighting.
I have a bunch of prescriptions I have to take before it in order for me to calm down.
I feel like I’m losing everything. Lost my home, my family, my friends, my mind, and you. I’m really fucking lost.
Having a hard time